For a lot of times in my life I've asked God to take my heart and make it new again. A lot more than I should, I realize.
I let go of what I once held so tightly to. My personal relationship with God. It took me a little bit to realize how far I've gotten. Then I feared it was too late. And I crashed rock bottom, it took a toll on everyone close to me. Then I cried out to God with no reply. For months.
And that was the longest worst time in my life. But I grew so much, I learned the loneliness without God living alive in me. And I felt dead inside.
So many people brought me through that hard time in my life. But I still see God's hand guiding me along. God used that hard fall to grow more than I ever thought I could.
I've been so very busy with life and all that is with it. But when I sent the message saying the battle is won. That is after I heard the still small warm voice that I've missed for so long say. "I love you." I heard God speak to me again. :)
Currently, life has never been better. I still have my difficulties and battles. But God is my center and my solid fortress that I will never ever ever ever ever, leave again.
-The Beast over and out
Faith Hope and Love witch is the greatest